ok.. so.. it has been such a long time since i last blogged right? haha.. can't help it lah.. been really down.. haha.. but oh well.. shall just add a short blog.. haha..

ok.. well.. it has been quite tiring for the past 2 weeks of the holidays.. wait a minute! what holiday?! crap lah.. been so busy.. but.. at least my cousin is finally staying over from tomorrow for the whole week! yeah! haha.. got company! haha.. but hmm.. nevertheless, there is still a need to study and work hard lah.. so.. go to get down to studying and allocate some time for me and him to study during the stay over.. he is a must sia.. his results aren't really encouraging! haha.. but i guess.. majority of the time would be allocated to playing bbalL! yeah! my favourite!

haha.. i think i am finally getting my bball form back or improving.. just recently played against Baey, he was selected for National trials hor! hmm.. and i can't believe it lah.. we agreed to play serious.. and yet.. i beat him! 5:0! cool right?! i don't know.. maybe he wasn't really playing seriously.. or maybe.. i have really improved that much.. i don't really know.. but 1 thing i am sure of is that i have finally improved on my basic dribbling especially my left hand.. so.. heex.. that's thanks to Marco who was the starting PG of this year! haha.. so.. yup..

haha.. ok.. i gtg lah.. about my love life? haha.. wait till i really start blogging again! haha.. Live Life TO THe Fullest! ;p

Finally I am back to blog again! Haha.. it certainly has been a somewhat long period of time and well.. I guess.. lots of things have happened.. good things.. and.. well.. nevertheless there are also bad times.. I not really sure what is going on in my mind.. haiz.. so.. let’s just lay it all more or less bare and hopefully I would be able to think clearly with time to come..

Hmm.. well.. 1st of all, I am happy about the recent NBA results! Haha. Finally, then Lakers are back up there and in 14 years, the Pistons are finally up there again too.. but.. seriously, I don’t ever think that the Pistons can ever beat this present Lakers team.. it’s true that their defence is the best in the league.. but hell! Lakers has like 4 legendary players in their team! The best center in the league in O’Neal, best power forward, Malone.. crap.. with veterans like Payton and the present generation Jordan in KOBE BRYANT! Do you honestly think that Rasheed, Ben and Rip can ever beat such a wonderful team?! Haha.. well.. NO! the ending of the playoffs shall prove it all! The Lakers will endure and win the Championship for the 4th time in 5 years!

Haiz.. the school holidays has finally reached and well.. though it certainly has been much anticipated and much awaited.. I’ve been really tired and I guess.. somewhat stressed.. crap lah! It’s so damn different from the Secondary school system.. whereby in the holidays still can slack at least 2+ weeks.. now.. have to have PW meetings, school remedial and trainings for both my CCAs ever so regularly.. it’s so damn tiring trying to juggle all the obligations and duties.. it’s going to be hard to settle.. oh.. I pray to God that he gives me the strength and energy to survive this whole school year! Damn.. Basketball training is like how cool lah.. though I was in for a rough start, not doing up to expectations, I am happy that at least now I have coped more or less.. made new friends.. the whole team is even more bonded than CO lah! Crap.. even though there are many new intakes for both CCAs, crap.. I feel more comfortable in bball than in CO lah.. the camp ain’t doing much either loh.. as in the CO camp.. the overall IC for this camp is just.. so.. alamak! Can’t find a suitable word to describe lah.. not that I personally have a problem with him.. but rather.. many people are unhappy with him too.. just.. they don’t there to speak up against him.. cause.. he is.. extremely STUBBORN and.. DOMENEERING!!! I bet he is like a D or something like that for his damn DISC personality.. crap.. let’s leave it as that lah..

Well.. let’s see.. School work has been quite fun lah.. though I haven’t really gotten down into studying for my terms but rather.. I’ve just briefly studied a little bit.. just like glimpse through.. just don’t feel like doing any of my holiday assignments at the moment.. they seem like diseases that I don’t even want to touch with a damn bamboo pole lah! Crap.. oh well.. anyway.. so many people are having camps or are overseas.. seriously wonder how people are actually going to complete their work.. I bet most of them would be likely rushed during the last week of this holiday terms.. sian don’t you think? Oh well.. think I’ve got to start somewhere soon.. haiz..

Haha.. oh! Guess what! I am super happy that my basketball basics has improved.. or rather.. people have told me so.. in the bball team, I’ve learnt new things as well.. so.. hopefully with more time, I’ll improve as well.. and apply them or incorporate them into my team trainings.. haha.. I finally beat Baey soundly! Hmm.. he was training for National team lah! Haha.. I am so happy! Heex.. just a few days ago, I beat him 5-0.. now our win records stands at 3:2 with me leading by 1! Haha.. anyway.. I’ve got to work more so that I can be much better than what I am presently..

Ok.. let’s see.. I can’t really think of anymore to say lah.. except regarding my feelings for HER.. I mean.. I really don’t know lah.. I do know more or less how she feels about me.. but.. I am not going to say lah.. but.. I feel like I am not doing enough to deserve any thing at all from her.. well.. let’s just say that at the moment, I am at my wits end.. am so very tired.. planned something to do with her.. yet, I am afraid that she or I will not be free on that particular day.. besides, at the moment, I’m having a somewhat problem with cash flow.. parents are being really strict about my cash stuff.. haiz.. I don’t know.. I hope that all these problems would sort out soon enough.. cause.. well.. yeah.. I really like her a lot.. and.. just really wish that we could get together lah.. I know I sound really desperate.. but.. I guess.. everyone who thinks this is right.. I AM desperate.. not to get just any girl, but rather desperate to win the heart of this girl whom I have seen as THE PERFECT ONE in my life.. nevertheless, I will not give up.. will keep trying.. I pray for blessings and good luck.. cause.. I am hoping that we 2 really work out.. yeah.. and I dare to swear lah.. that I am being truthful about her.. man.. I don’t know leh.. I think I am being overly sensitive or something.. at times, I think I really shouldn’t dwell to much into this feelings.. cause, the more I ‘spend time’ with her, or rather.. as time passes.. the more I fall deeper into my feelings for her.. well.. I also realised this lah.. I have friends who suan and jack me all the time, and well.. I know they are joking, so I don’t take it to heart.. but somehow or another.. I think it’s just me being sensitive.. but when she jack me or suan me, I will start to think things true as well as process the whole thing before I really brush it off.. I don’t know since when did whatever she think of me become so important and vital in my life.. I realised that I hold her opinion as the number 1 to me.. why? I guess, it’s simply because, that’s how much she means to me.. a person that I can’t not care about nor can I go about without thinking of her.. haha.. crazy? Mad? Yeah.. simple over her.. but.. I need to control this emotions.. really need to.. otherwise.. the whole thing may simply fall through, and.. she and I would just end up as nothing.. something, that I sincerely don’t want to see happen.. cause.. yeah.. I wish we would work out..

Ok.. I think that is enough for right now.. so.. I got to go already.. Live Life To The Fullest! ;p

wow! it's a brand new tym.. heh.. yup.. it has been far too long and ages since i last blogged! haha.. well.. things have been happening.. ups and downs.. and oh well.. got to just let it out somewhere lah.. so here i am.. whining and droning about life.. :(

well.. 1st things 1st.. school is super stressed compared to secondary school! ARGH!!! i never did study so much as i did for the 5 months here than my Secondary School life! Man! i didn't even study this much when it came down to the bloody 'O's! wah lau.. hmm.. anyway.. i've been coping relatively ok lah.. not exactly happy especially with regards to my Geography.. hmm.. i really studied for the test.. but.. apparently not that well neither is it enough lah.. applied the wrong info for the wrong questions and answered some of the questions wrongly.. so what did i get.. a wonderful, blooming result of 5!!! yeah.. it's only 1/4 of the damn full score..

hmm.. anyway, i didn't make it to Council as predicted.. haha.. so damn expected lah.. but.. hell.. got nominated into Geography Society.. for God knows why lah! hmm.. it was a surprise especially since i never did consider myself as well liked or seen as a responsible person in Mr Lynn's eyes lah.. haiz.. oh well.. hmm.. but.. anyway.. another big decision.. i quit.. X-country.. yup.. it was a really hard and difficult decision to make.. it was really hard making it.. but under pressure from both my parents and my depressing results which includes the long term injuries that i may sustain.. i had to quit it lah.. haiz.. when i went to see Mr Ang, or rather Coach.. i nearly cried.. was damn.. upset about it.. but.. hell.. got to buck up and move on! anyway.. i believe i can train by myself.. but.. than.. still.. not much worth lah..

so.. i joined.. BASKETBALL!! haha.. yup! basketball.. finally, after hesitating for so damn bloody long.. i decided to join it! haha.. funny? yup.. i guess so lah.. considering my lack of height.. but hell.. i am going to try anyway.. but.. not aiming to get into the team, cause i got to settle my own team 1st.. heex.. ooh ooh! finally getting back my form.. at least for shooting that is.. but.. my speed, steals, lay-ups.. passes are still not up to standard.. crap lah.. really must work on them again.. oh please give me the strength and endurance to do it well!!!

haha.. yeah well.. regarding.. my love life? hmm.. nothing much lah.. or rather.. prefer to keep it quiet.. no point blowing it up again right? haha.. but crap lah.. am feeling the need to work damn hard for her.. really.. want to make it and do well.. yup.. hmm.. so.. i am going to give my best to convince her.. heex.. anyway.. yeah.. if it works out.. i'll put it up.. or.. we'll see how lah.. haha.. but.. even though my love life is quiet! haha.. i found out so many many scandals.. surprisingly, most of them come from the AH classes lah! haha.. but.. ssh.. heex..

ok.. got to go liao.. need to start work again.. before i die horribly.. take care yeah! haha.. smiles! Live Life To The Fullest! ;p

haha.. it has been 2 long a tym lah! can't remember d last tym tt i actually put smething up here! well.. really sorry.. been really busy! haha.. well.. nothing much has been happening lah basically.. xcept tt i m an overall happier person if not juz stressed..

anyway, just had track and field meet a few weeks ago.. and hey.. it was quite entertaining.. i mean yeah.. you could feel the AC spirit prevalant in d whole event.. not juz d runners but oso in d spectators! haha.. yeah well.. i wish we had more speciall events lyk dis in tym 2 come.. well. basically, i os realised tt it has been such a long tym since i actually went 4 X-country training 2! haha.. well.. i went 4 1 juz last wk n i guess.. it was relatively enjoyable lah.. if not 4 my injuries.. screw it.. oh well.. neway.. i didn't go 2day either.. coz still not feeling well.. oh well.. haha.. neway rite.. i blieve tt d sport tt i love the most now is probably basketball! it was d 1st tym i felt so happy playing it.. xpecially since.. haha.. nvm.. let every1's thots wander..

oh well.. hmm.. academics, has been a side where things hv been goin quite tough! crap! i better wrk harder lah! its lyk.. every1 is wrking so hard! n seriously.. i think i need 2 put in more effort that i m putting! oh well.. jia you! haha.. okok.. i m crapping again! haha.. hmm.. well.. at least i can cope n complete most of my wrk on tym now.. heex.. neway.. gonna hv a Geog test dis wk n crap lah! i m so not prepared 4 it! only studied lyk half of it so far! ARGH... damn it..

heex.. neway.. hmm.. regarding my love life or rather.. regarding.. lala.. it's been goin quite alrite lah.. yup.. it doesn't matter actually, coz no matter wad.. i m goin 2 give my all so tt i can win her heart in d end.. coz.. she's d one tt i noe i hv oways been lking 4.. so.. gonna wrk 2 win her over n gain her trust n faith! Live Life To The Fullest! ;p

woah.. it certainly has been a long tym since i last wrote.. but oh well.. i think im goin 2 keep dis short lah.. been so damn bloody busy lah.. crap.. but well.. things hvn't been goin so well 4 d class as a whole.. considering tt our class kanna 'takan' by Mr Lynn lyk dunno how long lah.. haiz.. wish tt our class was more responsive in class.. its really imp lah.. well.. hope tt we can do much better! so.. every1 in present day 1AA1! lets give it our best!

neway.. hmm.. bsides tt.. i guess.. things wif Shane now is better lah.. learnt how 2 let certain things go ignored n learnt how 2 accept certain things.. its Shane's character n well.. it's wad makes him.. him.. so now.. all is well wif every1 liao.. neway.. i dunno how things in life has been lah.. well.. i really dunno leh.. been really confused.. coz.. haiz.. i guess i really dunno how Kelly feels abt me lah.. yeah lah..

haiz.. well.. yeah.. hope tt things would turn out well.. dis is d tym whereby i really will give my best n wun back out nemore.. i will persevere 4 d sake of dis n juz give it my all now.. hope tt in future, both of us can make it.. oh well.. see how it goes lah..

ok.. gonna go liao.. trying 2 live life to the fullest! ;p

wow.. it has been so long since i last blogged hasn't it?! haha.. yeah well.. ok.. my laugh is so damn hyprocritical.. well.. in actual fact.. i m feeling quite lost.. not sure wad 2 do lah.. haiz.. i oso dunno y lyk tt loh.. but will talk abt it later..

ooh.. class has bcome so big n noisy! haha.. its quite buzzing wif xcitement now! haha.. i lyk it dis way.. noisy.. so can disturb teachers n each other more.. but its quite scary coz most of d pple study lyk crazy lah! haha.. yeah.. but erm.. im guilty of d crime as well.. haha.. oh well.. i think ever since i came 2 JC life.. i've been studying more den i've 4 my 4 yrs in sec sch lah! haha..

neway.. had lyk 2 tests dis wk.. i noe its not as much as d Sci pple n stuff.. but hell its damn crap lah! wah lau.. im gonna die 4 maths! really shit sia.. its lyk.. grr.. dunno how 2 settle it loh.. yup.. haha.. but thx gosh i wasn't d only 1 who found it hard.. but.. i hv a 40-60 chance of passing it.. so im really crossing my fingers, hoping tt i can pass lah! haha.. yup.. n 2day, had Chinese test.. it was lyk.. relatively easy lah! i xpected it 2 b much harder den d last tym.. but mayb coz i studied a little, it wasn't tt bad as xpected.. hmm.. but i kinda feel quite upset 4 those who found it hard.. hey guys, cheer up n jia you k..

haha.. i passed my GP test! super tyco lah! nehow do n nv complete it oso pass! thx gosh sia! but i think its not gd enuf.. better start wrking harder n stop Procrastinating lah.. haiz.. haha.. yup.. neway.. really happy i passed it lah.. was thinking tt im goin 2 flunk it really badly n stuff.. haha.. oh well.. neway.. crap lah.. still got lyk 2 geog essays 2 hand up by Mon! argh! haha.. its lyk.. damn cramped n stuff.. crap.. dun feel lyk doin! but luckily i did d 1st 1 oready.. haha.. but im goin 2 redo it coz it doesn't lk gd enuf.. oh well.. yup.. i bet other pple r thinking tt im crazy.. but i need d grades man..

haiz.. ok.. yeah well.. not feeling really happy rite now on d overall actually.. i oso cant really xplain y.. its lyk.. i dunno leh.. mayb its juz me.. mayb.. its juz everything tt has been happening arnd life.. but heck lah.. not goin 2 emphasise so much abt it lah.. coz.. we muz oways hv a healthy n positive outlook on life rite?! yeah well.. but im quite bottled dwn by probs lah.. hmm.. i think its more on d affairs of the heart coz i think considering my past history.. i appear 2 b a real flirt.. but wah lau.. pple can really change loh.. im serious abt dis 1.. so yeah.. oh well.. juz hope tt tym will tell everything..

ookay.. d chatterbox thing got kinda out of hand.. i really needed 2 get rid of it.. its amazing how many pple actually noes ur blog when they dun really noe u! man.. its scary! ok.. is my blog seriously tt scandalous or juz simply interesting 2 use 2 jack me wif? okok.. i guess its both rite? oh well.. i cant help it.. neither can i really change it lah.. hmm.. neway.. yeah.. Nartz i so agree wif ya.. i think i told 1 too many pple.. hmm.. but.. its sumthing tt i really cant change nemore!

oh! haha.. yeah.. neway.. wanna clarify sumthing! Shane sorry yeah.. sorry 4 d misunderstanding! heex.. was my fault.. sorry.. hmm.. k.. erm.. let me c.. wad else.. Nartz, hope tt ya get well soon yeah.. or at least.. sort out ur thinking soon.. coz.. its kinda weird not 2 hv ya in class! haha.. its sumhow.. really quiet wifout ya.. swimming carnival was held 2day.. it was.. sian.. yeah.. d 1st part of it was really sian.. but sumhow as d day went by n tym flew by, it got more interesting as d fun stuff took place.. haha.. n being d xtra tt i m.. of course i took part in sumthing lah! haha.. it was the rubber float rescue thingy! haha.. didn't xpect it, but we as d makeshift team actually won 3rd prize! so tyco! haha.. yup.. we were lyk damn shocked tt we won smething lah.. ooh! Gary n Estelle r really great n fab swimmers! winning so many prizes 2day! haha.. neway.. hope tt every1 else in d swim team would wrk hard n b great swimmers 2.. den in future, we shall den b able 2 win d Swmming nationals! haha..

well.. its funny! i got complains abt Lance! n believe it anot.. its frm me dis tym.. but frm others who noes him.. yup.. but.. hmm.. i guess sumtyms its not really surprising considering his past track record.. but i blieve tt he will improve wif tym.. so lets all b patient n tolerant.. but if it really gets out of hand.. we hv 2 do sumthing abt it lah.. yup.. hmm.. its been a long tym since we ACS (Barker Road) pple actually came 2gether as a grp.. n 2day was certainly a nice 1 whereby we got a chance 2 chat, b ourselves n juz shit arnd..

hmm.. yeah well.. saw Kelly 2day.. was really happy 2 c her.. yet.. now.. its kinda awkward 2 talk 2 her n stuff.. considering d fact tt dis thing is spreading arnd so much n fast.. i really dunno how 2 save the situation nemore.. shit lah.. y did dis hv 2 happen?! i mean.. i really m serious abt her.. n 2 think tt it was the blog tt actually caused dis misfortune 2 occur.. haiz.. i dunno lah.. m damn comfused n my mind is in a whirl rite now.. shit.. oh 4 heavens sake.. sum1 plz help me.. i dun wanna change my blog, neither do i wanna lock it up.. but.. neither do i wanna let dis stuff spread arnd so fast tt its demeaning me.. haiz.. i dunno leh.. i really lyk Kelly.. but.. haiz.. leave it b lah.. c how it goes frm now on.. ;p